Good morning! When you came to the realization of your sins, it can be overwhelming. The guilt and shame can be heavy, but God invites you to come talk it over. He doesn't want you to get lost in the internal conversation of condemnation.
He invites you see He has an answer for the sickness of sin. Though your sins leave an ugly stain, the blood of Jesus washes you white as snow. Though they left a crimson blot, they will be blotted out and be like fresh clean wool.
Jesus' blood was the result of the ugliness in humanity but it makes us clean from the dirt of sin. It is now a beautiful thing and we don't have live in guilt and shame. Praise Him for this wonderful gift and make a great day!